I am shaking as I write this. I feel like my whole world just got tumbled under me. I need to know that I am not dreaming cos I do not know how Jide (we choose to give a fake name) could be so cruel.
Jide …my boyfriend of two and a half years of love and planning and praying decided to do the dumbest thing to hurt me: he proposed to a side chic or whatever a couple of hours ago…leaving me wondering if all of these is just a bad dream. I cannot even pick up my phone cos everyone is trying to call me to see if I am aware that the man of my dreams just put a bullet in my heart.
No joke o….its still on his whatsapp status as I write this…he is engaged to this b*tch…oh my God…oh my God…what did I do to deserve this? Jide and I had a great relationship for two and a half years. Everyone knew he and I were together. We started planning our introduction and wedding this year. We have looked at wedding gowns and tuxedos online together…
We have checked wedding venues…I have been cutting pictures of wedding cakes, bridesmaids…everything in my file. I never knew this guy was planning evil for me. If anything, I was looking forward to today, being valentine to do some lovely things together.
Jide is my prayer partner…my soul mate…he is my everything…I only wish I was smarter. I only wish I saw this coming. Now, this same man that I have dreamed of spending the rest of my life with is posting pictures of his engagement with another chick on Instagram.
My story is messy…yes…I got fired from my job two weeks ago. My boss wife found me and my boss…you know…having s*x…I swear to God…this man is a randy cat. I started working there about a year now…and ever since he has been chasing me around and I have refused. I even told Jide about him…all Jide told me was be careful.
So, since then I been searching for another job. But 3 weeks ago, I made a mistake on my job. That mistake made us loose 3 million. My boss was going to fire me and hand me over the police. I went to beg him and landed myself in the lion’s den. He gave me an appointment to meet him in a hotel…I had no choice…I went and I think his driver told his wife about me cos two days later, this woman came to my desk and fired me immediately.
I was ashamed and thought my word was actually ending. I got home and was in trauma for days. Jide couldn’t console me cos I couldn’t tell him what I did. He thought I was fired for the 3 million alone. Fear of him finding out from another person, I told him what really happened. I saw how I broke his heart but I expected him to understand that I was under pressure…I was scared of going to prison…
Did I make any mistake by telling him?
